I am sitting here at the end of Daddio’s hospital bed watching him sleep, hoping to hell he is having good dreams. He has had a wonderful, full life. He was married to my Mom for almost 60 years before she passed almost 13 years ago. They loved each other deeply. He is less than two months shy of his 96th birthday and as much as I hope he recovers, I also too hope with everything in me that when his time comes, he is able to let go peacefully in his sleep. Tears are rolling down my face as I type this. To watch such a strong, smart, vibrant man, dwindle and lose energy is one of the hardest things a child can see. Mom passed suddenly. Was that better? Who can say, it hurts nonetheless. We are really only here for a short time but sitting here I am able to have so many amazing memories come to mind that it makes me wonder how all that fit into the course of my life. And my dad has even more memories. We have been able to talk about many of them together, and honestly I cherish this. Some people ask me, what do you talk about? The answer is everything. Everything we possibly can. It hurts..but it heals. It will hurt more when he isnt able to talk, when he has finally passed from this world. But the memories will help heal. I love you Daddio. I hope you tell Mom we love her when you do go….till then I will be here with you….even when it hurts. ❤
~mgm